I wonder why you seem so down... Not knowing wat struggle you're going thru... I wish, I could help u erase the painful memories that u seem so eager to rid off. You would have been wondering, would things be different? could it have turned out differently?
We don't know, and we won't ever know, as we've crossed our path, we will still remain in touch, but knowing you seem much more distant. I could hear, I could feel, there seems to be sth that is stopping our communication.
I apologise for what had happened b4.. I'm just glad we're still in contact... I wish... we could be the same. :)
To the special u... All would be better... Cheer up!
We don't know, and we won't ever know, as we've crossed our path, we will still remain in touch, but knowing you seem much more distant. I could hear, I could feel, there seems to be sth that is stopping our communication.
I apologise for what had happened b4.. I'm just glad we're still in contact... I wish... we could be the same. :)
To the special u... All would be better... Cheer up!
- Mood:
peaceful
Its been a month, I must declare... I've gone on 2 trips, one local and one overseas trip
Even my colleagues were teasing me on going away in such short period of time.
Well, I gotta cherish the limited time I have. :) (that is if u know wat i mean... ^^)
2 holidays in less than 30 days... gosh... can u imagine that, for a workaholic like me...commonly known as "sieworkaholic", to take time off..
The local trip to Tioman was a 4 day 3 night diving trip, and yeah... u got it right.. I'm a certified diver as of now...
While the overseas trip to China was a one week holiday!! Wow... this is SO unbelievable... Its been awhile since I last gave myself some space for a breather before getting back to my work, it certainly acts as a recharge to my dull life.
Of course, having that special someone around makes a difference too. ^^
Though there were times that I was neglected and felt emo, it was still 2 wonderful trips to remember on 2 special dates, those disagreements will be sorted out with proper communication.
Hhahaaa... to add on to it, I've passed my first level paper, another surprise for myself, as I was burning the midnight oil, studying at the eleventh hour for this exam, in which I promised myself, not to repeat the same mistake and procrastinating nature for the coming papers.
I'm also off my braces now... YIPPEEE!!! *wink wink* hahahha.. no more metal pieces stuck to my teeth.. Nyahahhaha...Next I'll need to do some plastic surgery wei to look more photogenic... *ahahahhahah, jkjk....* as if i'll ever be photogenic.
Lalala...going off for now.. no mood to be philosophical...
Even my colleagues were teasing me on going away in such short period of time.
Well, I gotta cherish the limited time I have. :) (that is if u know wat i mean... ^^)
2 holidays in less than 30 days... gosh... can u imagine that, for a workaholic like me...commonly known as "sieworkaholic", to take time off..
The local trip to Tioman was a 4 day 3 night diving trip, and yeah... u got it right.. I'm a certified diver as of now...
While the overseas trip to China was a one week holiday!! Wow... this is SO unbelievable... Its been awhile since I last gave myself some space for a breather before getting back to my work, it certainly acts as a recharge to my dull life.
Of course, having that special someone around makes a difference too. ^^
Though there were times that I was neglected and felt emo, it was still 2 wonderful trips to remember on 2 special dates, those disagreements will be sorted out with proper communication.
Hhahaaa... to add on to it, I've passed my first level paper, another surprise for myself, as I was burning the midnight oil, studying at the eleventh hour for this exam, in which I promised myself, not to repeat the same mistake and procrastinating nature for the coming papers.
I'm also off my braces now... YIPPEEE!!! *wink wink* hahahha.. no more metal pieces stuck to my teeth.. Nyahahhaha...Next I'll need to do some plastic surgery wei to look more photogenic... *ahahahhahah, jkjk....* as if i'll ever be photogenic.
Lalala...going off for now.. no mood to be philosophical...
- Mood:
surprised
This post goes out to u. so who is this "u" i'm referring to... u would know yourself when u read it.
Its specifically to u buddy. I hope you'll stand up strong and cheerfully embrace life that will be laid in front of you when u move forward.
I have this burning question, what is the most important thing one should pursue in life?
Is it family? career? money? relationship? self fulfilment? detachment?
These are just a few answers that would generally pop up, and it is important to realise that life changes course all the time, with many factors contributing to the change, ultimately its how you manage it with the right attitude.
Ok, what is important to us changes at every phase of life. my question is directed at this phase of life where my peers and I are going through, some of us are in the midst of completing their studies, some working, some already married with kids, some are soul searching etc.
Now coming back to my thoughts, why the sudden question on what one would like to achieve in life? Its because of the differing goals of 2 people that resulted in the ending of one of my buddy's relationship. It just occured to me, is it true that when u n your partner, when you can't compromise each other, can't accept that he/she is allocating less time for u, that it signifies that you are no longer who he/she loves? I beg to differ on this point.
I've heard of 2 stories, one from my guy buddy who is now hurt, but putting up a strong face in front of me, and the other from my gal buddy, who is only hanging on to the relationship for the very fact of dependance.
For my guy buddy, he is focusing on building up a career, to ensure a better future with his gal. He took the effort to communicate to his other half regarding this, which would require her to be patient as his main aim is to succeed in career by suffering now and enjoying the fruit of his hardship later in life with his beloved one. However, by doing so, his other half decided to give up on him. He was devastated, they've been together for quite a while, but... things took such a turn just because he is pursuing his career and had to sideline her. the obvious difference here is that his goal now is his career, but her goal now is her life with him, this contrasting goal in life came with a price, ie. the ending of the relationship.
For my gal buddy, she is complaining about her guy not spending enough time with her... which gave her the feeling of being neglected. No doubt, gals like the idea of being around with their loved one, it is important to note that both guy and lady should come to a middle ground where things can be sorted out, it doesn't mean you must sacrifice certain things to make the other happy, it simply means, agreeing to an acceptable amount of time you allocate for each other, while understanding the other commitments that your 2 have, especially our careers at this point in time. Communicating clearly of your needs to your other half would also cut down the ambiguity that lies in your relationship, its not worth being too floweryl in your conversation with your special him/her, sometimes telling it directly but subtly would do the magic. Instead of you getting frustrated over he/she not understanding you, why not just lay your cards clearly on the table for he/she to see?
Buddy, all I can say is... I know you are disappointed, you are hurt, but know that making a decision in life always comes with consequences, I believe she would come to realise one day that you are doing this for the betterment of everything.
Its a suffering period for you now, you will eventually stand up on your feet and achieve more miracles in life than you ever could. I've always had the faith in you to make a difference, this is just a hurdle that you'll eventually overcome. Cheers buddy! It will all be fine. :)
Its specifically to u buddy. I hope you'll stand up strong and cheerfully embrace life that will be laid in front of you when u move forward.
I have this burning question, what is the most important thing one should pursue in life?
Is it family? career? money? relationship? self fulfilment? detachment?
These are just a few answers that would generally pop up, and it is important to realise that life changes course all the time, with many factors contributing to the change, ultimately its how you manage it with the right attitude.
Ok, what is important to us changes at every phase of life. my question is directed at this phase of life where my peers and I are going through, some of us are in the midst of completing their studies, some working, some already married with kids, some are soul searching etc.
Now coming back to my thoughts, why the sudden question on what one would like to achieve in life? Its because of the differing goals of 2 people that resulted in the ending of one of my buddy's relationship. It just occured to me, is it true that when u n your partner, when you can't compromise each other, can't accept that he/she is allocating less time for u, that it signifies that you are no longer who he/she loves? I beg to differ on this point.
I've heard of 2 stories, one from my guy buddy who is now hurt, but putting up a strong face in front of me, and the other from my gal buddy, who is only hanging on to the relationship for the very fact of dependance.
For my guy buddy, he is focusing on building up a career, to ensure a better future with his gal. He took the effort to communicate to his other half regarding this, which would require her to be patient as his main aim is to succeed in career by suffering now and enjoying the fruit of his hardship later in life with his beloved one. However, by doing so, his other half decided to give up on him. He was devastated, they've been together for quite a while, but... things took such a turn just because he is pursuing his career and had to sideline her. the obvious difference here is that his goal now is his career, but her goal now is her life with him, this contrasting goal in life came with a price, ie. the ending of the relationship.
For my gal buddy, she is complaining about her guy not spending enough time with her... which gave her the feeling of being neglected. No doubt, gals like the idea of being around with their loved one, it is important to note that both guy and lady should come to a middle ground where things can be sorted out, it doesn't mean you must sacrifice certain things to make the other happy, it simply means, agreeing to an acceptable amount of time you allocate for each other, while understanding the other commitments that your 2 have, especially our careers at this point in time. Communicating clearly of your needs to your other half would also cut down the ambiguity that lies in your relationship, its not worth being too floweryl in your conversation with your special him/her, sometimes telling it directly but subtly would do the magic. Instead of you getting frustrated over he/she not understanding you, why not just lay your cards clearly on the table for he/she to see?
Buddy, all I can say is... I know you are disappointed, you are hurt, but know that making a decision in life always comes with consequences, I believe she would come to realise one day that you are doing this for the betterment of everything.
Its a suffering period for you now, you will eventually stand up on your feet and achieve more miracles in life than you ever could. I've always had the faith in you to make a difference, this is just a hurdle that you'll eventually overcome. Cheers buddy! It will all be fine. :)
- Mood:
indescribable
现在的我，处于一个很迷茫的时候，我失去了方向，虽然我依旧完成我的本分，但这并不是
目标？我曾经有过，我为何会堕入这局面？我没有答案。唯有寻找并填补自己心灵缺少的那
哎！无能形容。
- Mood:
confused
Allocating some time to myself during lunch hour on a weekday, its funny that I'm still in front of the pc and not resting or out spending time with my colleagues. Haha. once in a while having some peace for the mind wouldn't hurt. ^__^
Its been a while, and I've been in a very procrastinating mode, guess this has always been me... lazing and wasting time. ;p
Never had the mood to do anything, dragging myself around like a zombie... blank! hahaaa....
weird la.. but don't care.. lazy... ^@^
oh still got 20min for me to refresh myself b4 work starts... rather pen down my thoughts nex time then. Hehe!
tata..
Its been a while, and I've been in a very procrastinating mode, guess this has always been me... lazing and wasting time. ;p
Never had the mood to do anything, dragging myself around like a zombie... blank! hahaaa....
weird la.. but don't care.. lazy... ^@^
oh still got 20min for me to refresh myself b4 work starts... rather pen down my thoughts nex time then. Hehe!
tata..
- Mood: lazy
Looking back at the 7 months that I've been attached, it seems like time have been passing by so quickly that I ain't aware of changes that have been occurring.
It seems weird, though I like a fast paced life, but whenever I slow down the steps to turn around to reflect on the experiences of mine throughout the period, I tend to feel like I've missed out a lot of meaningful parts of life, that could have made my life more colourful.
You see, probably if I could have took the extra time to get to know someone, spend more time with the people I care, think twice before I make any decision, to appreciate the special moments of life, things could have been different.
But as the saying goes, like what my colleague mentioned, we are living a purpose driven life, everything we do, there is always a reason behind supporting it, so... wth... cut the thinking after some liquor... blame mh for getting me into this state of mind. hahahaha.,..
he is reading this while I'm typing it... there goes his "hwa....".... hahahha...
Anyways, its been awhile since I last updated this poor secluded spot of mine..guess I shall revisit it when I have more interesting thoughts to pen down, as for now, adios! I shall plan ahead for my longer weekend, though its not gonna be as long as I want it to be!!
Tata!!! poor blog, I shall be MIA for awhile till I finish my exams!!
p/s Shucks... I'm still out la.. time to oi oi liao..mh... =.=''' u gonna get it from me!!
- Mood: calm
It is coming up to a month since we bid goodbye to the year 2008, here I am, taking some timeout from my report writing to relook the memories captured last year.
2008, a year that was full of ups and downs, a year where I realise a lot of things in life, a period that had a very lasting impact in almost every part of me. I must say it wasn't a smooth ride, it is a year that I'm OFFICIALLY and LEGALLY recognised as an adult, but there are so many intangible and indescribable experience that has made its mark in my small lil mind.
I made a lot of mistakes, mistakes that I may not be able to forgive myself for, mistakes that I have to pay for in the future, mistakes that I swear I wouldn't repeat.
I changed jobs, stepped out from some people's life, shy-ed away from certain unwanted arguments that are left in the freezer till an uncertain future, went thru 2 traumatizing events and many more. Though all these may seem like a usual part of life that one would go through, I reckon that it were significant events that would be sealed in my memories forever.
I'm still learning and growing up, struggling nad stumbling upon life's very miracles and disappointments, but I'm glad that I'm surrounded by caring family and friends whom I can count on, and I believe the year 2009 would be a more interesting one! :)
I may have started this post on an emo note, do allow me to sign it off with a positive touch! As I have always been the person who believes in the silver lining. Cheers to all, and I may not update till after CNY! Gong Xi Fa Cai!
p/s thx to all who visited me at the hospital! :) Love you all!
2008, a year that was full of ups and downs, a year where I realise a lot of things in life, a period that had a very lasting impact in almost every part of me. I must say it wasn't a smooth ride, it is a year that I'm OFFICIALLY and LEGALLY recognised as an adult, but there are so many intangible and indescribable experience that has made its mark in my small lil mind.
I made a lot of mistakes, mistakes that I may not be able to forgive myself for, mistakes that I have to pay for in the future, mistakes that I swear I wouldn't repeat.
I changed jobs, stepped out from some people's life, shy-ed away from certain unwanted arguments that are left in the freezer till an uncertain future, went thru 2 traumatizing events and many more. Though all these may seem like a usual part of life that one would go through, I reckon that it were significant events that would be sealed in my memories forever.
I'm still learning and growing up, struggling nad stumbling upon life's very miracles and disappointments, but I'm glad that I'm surrounded by caring family and friends whom I can count on, and I believe the year 2009 would be a more interesting one! :)
I may have started this post on an emo note, do allow me to sign it off with a positive touch! As I have always been the person who believes in the silver lining. Cheers to all, and I may not update till after CNY! Gong Xi Fa Cai!
p/s thx to all who visited me at the hospital! :) Love you all!
- Mood:
grateful
Directions: Once you’ve been tagged, you have to write a blog/Facebook note with 16 random things, facts, habits or goals about you. At the end choose 10 people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them. Don’t forget to leave them a comment or tag them in your note to read this.
This is my first tagging experience... hahahaha!
p/s: I was tagged by Faith!
1. I've put on so much weight since I RETIRED from sports. still increasing... T.T
2. I've always had a preference for guys with sports background.
3. I envy gurls who are fit and slim.
4. I'm obssessed wth hamsters. Hahhaa.. too strong a word la... a big fan would be right.
5. I'm dreaming of spending christmas in UK.
6. I wanna be out of all my liabilities!
7. I love wearing glasses! but I have perfect vision! hahaha...
8. I have no science sense.
9. Wish to study law.
10. Hope to be more active in charty events.
11. Love karaoke-ing!
12. I've always wanted to be a rock climbing pro.
13. Like to cam-whore though not photogenic.
14. Is a big fat lazy pig who delays and procrastinate A LOT.
15. Don't really know how to appreciate EXPENSIVE food.
16. Always complain not enough time to do things but like to laze around. (contradicting le...)
Okay...I'm tagging:
Pei Ling - you my buddy. though it is a lil lame to write this.
Mei Ping - my buddy who's back from Korea.
Marcus - just wanna kacau u.
Yun Xin - keeping you occupied b4 we meet.
Apple - Don't care, wanna bug your peacefulness even though u're in Aus.
Chung Vi - Hahaha... so long since we last chatted.
Rekhz - babes... this is to u.
Jason - dai lou.. quick come back!!
Joan - haha.. you are pretty active in Facebook.
Nikki - I dono when u'll have time for this.. blek!
Errr... I shall reduce the tagging to 10 can a... I wouldn't wanna end up kena marah by them le.. hahaha...don't care la... rules are set to be broken...
Have been on a hiatus for almost 3 weeks I think.
Sigh, Its all due to the suffocating workload, and the struggles that the team is going through. Anyways, things will be coming to an end soon I hope, everyone has been rather worn out, we deserve a good outing and play like mad. (Looking forward to my long deserved holiday T.T)
Not really in the mood to type in a lot here today. shall update soon after the roller coaster stops. Hahahhaa....
Chaoz!
Sigh, Its all due to the suffocating workload, and the struggles that the team is going through. Anyways, things will be coming to an end soon I hope, everyone has been rather worn out, we deserve a good outing and play like mad. (Looking forward to my long deserved holiday T.T)
Not really in the mood to type in a lot here today. shall update soon after the roller coaster stops. Hahahhaa....
Chaoz!
- Mood:
tired
Heyo all, thank you so much for all the kind concerns and wishes after knowing what I went through. It was daunting but I'll have to move on and stay positive in every encounter in life. Well, technically I'm ok that night itself as I shrugged all the worries off by laughing, frankly, the endorphins that comes from laughing does help me calm down faster. ^^ (though Janelle and Nikki think that one of my wire is connected wrongly... ahaha, coz it seems like nothing ever happened that night.. as I went back to work the following day..) But I must say, with the bruises and injuries. bathing was a torture, imagine when the water rolls down the bruised area, the stinging pain comes along with it. OUCH!!!
Oh well, it is over anyway, life goes on, it wouldn't be put on paused mode just because I was physically injured. hahaha... hmmm, chocolates were my best friend though, I lost count of how much choc I've consumed over this week, as I felt much better after taking them..Lol... (note: i'm putting on weight for no reason) too bad lo, a small price to pay to distract myself with choc rather than focusing too much on my pain.
Went to MPH warehouse sale on Friday night after work with SS, KX and KS, our total spend for the day was RM 450 i think, hahaha... then went on to Ming Tien, then to Jaya One, T.T I didn't get my dose of Liquor.... I want Chivas.... but we walked by Beer Brussels Cafe just like that.... T.T
Went on to Metrojaya Warehouse sale with my parents on Saturday. hahaha... spent almost RM300 on my stuffs. *evil grin* that is my shopping untill end of November d la, no more splashing d... but got nice skirts, though I missed out on the cosmetics and perfume part, as it was REALLY REALLY congested in the stadium, they even have to let the people in batches by batches so that no one will faint. ROFL... I guess the economy contibutes partly to this la... how often there is such a good warehouse sale within a decent distance for people from Klang, SA and SJ.
Cheers. Gotta go shower now... another round of torture, and out I go.. Chaoz!
Oh well, it is over anyway, life goes on, it wouldn't be put on paused mode just because I was physically injured. hahaha... hmmm, chocolates were my best friend though, I lost count of how much choc I've consumed over this week, as I felt much better after taking them..Lol... (note: i'm putting on weight for no reason) too bad lo, a small price to pay to distract myself with choc rather than focusing too much on my pain.
Went to MPH warehouse sale on Friday night after work with SS, KX and KS, our total spend for the day was RM 450 i think, hahaha... then went on to Ming Tien, then to Jaya One, T.T I didn't get my dose of Liquor.... I want Chivas.... but we walked by Beer Brussels Cafe just like that.... T.T
Went on to Metrojaya Warehouse sale with my parents on Saturday. hahaha... spent almost RM300 on my stuffs. *evil grin* that is my shopping untill end of November d la, no more splashing d... but got nice skirts, though I missed out on the cosmetics and perfume part, as it was REALLY REALLY congested in the stadium, they even have to let the people in batches by batches so that no one will faint. ROFL... I guess the economy contibutes partly to this la... how often there is such a good warehouse sale within a decent distance for people from Klang, SA and SJ.
Cheers. Gotta go shower now... another round of torture, and out I go.. Chaoz!
- Mood: lazy
Sigh... I'm still in the process of holding myself together when I think of what happened to me yesterday night... It all happened at 8.15pm after I left my office and was heading to get my car at the opposite housing area.
I just finished my meeting with Project Mgr and Project Sponsor, It dragged till about 8, as we had to finalise certain things; then Janelle, Nikki and I grabbed our bags and laptops respectively after meeting to head home. We were happily walking, commenting on the senior citizens who were doing "qigong", discussing about what we were gonna do tomorrow, Nikki went off to the other direction as her car was parked at the left side of the park while Janelle and I continued walking together, I saw my car about 10m away, I told Janelle that my car was blocked, then the next moment, *gasp, deep breath*, my hand bag was dragged from behind (my handbag was on my right shoulder while my laptop was on my left, my car keys was in my right hand while my spectacles was in my left hand), and I went along with it, falling onto the tar road, dragged along with the motorcycle for almost 10m, I was in total shock, I couldn't describe my feelings, I only remember my face so near to the motorcycye's tyre and my right arm clinging to my handbag, I struggled to get my hands off to stop being drag... and the motorcylist with its pillion rider sped off. I tried to catch a glimpse of the culprit, but couldn't...I YEEEELLLLLLEEDDDDD so loudly and uncontrollably, I couldn't believe what happened, the "qigong" team came to help, Janelle and Nikki came running to me, the kind couple from across the road came to assist as well... the motorcyclist was long gone...*my mind was blank*
It was pretty noisy when I sat on the tar road, trying to come to my senses, everyone was commenting and asking, I reached to Janelle, asked her to contact my mom, my hands were shivering, my entire body wasn't in my control, I knew I was injured, but I was numb, no pain at all, no feelings...While Janelle called my mom to inform about my situation, I was helped by Nikki to get up to rest at the couple's house. I remember hearing one of the uncle's calling the police, while the others tried to sort out if there was any witness... I held on to Janelle and let all my tears out, it was just terrifying, a daunting scare.. I had to cry... bottling it up wouldn't do me any good...
The next thing I remember was speaking to my mom on the phone, I was calmer at that time, telling my mom to call the respective banks to freeze my credit card and atm cards, telling her my condition etc., my car keys was still tight in my right hand, while my spectacles was smashed in my other, I slowly felt the pain of the bruises on my body, both my shoulders, my right back, my right back waist, one small portion of my left scalp, my both arms were all bruised. The police came by in 2 vans, asking for details, I was thinking rationally already at that moment, so I stood up slowly, spoke to the police on how I should lodge a report and what needs to be done, I headed to my car, (ignoring the advice of Janelle and Nikki that I shouldn't drive, haha, sorry gurls, I'm that hard-headed one la), got them 2 into my car, and went to the police station.
A report was lodged, a list of stuffs in my handbag was written, statement was taken, called up Maybank to cancel my card, called and scolded DIGI which couldn't suspend my line, =.=''' *useless service* I was able to smile and laugh already, feeling fortunate that I only had bruises, felt the pain all over, joked with Janelle and Nikki, even with the police who was taking my statement, I didn't realise how much I lost untill I was asked to give a rough estimate of the value of things in my handbag...let's see.. I had both my handphones with all my contacts, my PDA with all my appointments, my mp3 with al my songs, my beloved camera with all the pics, 3 of my thumb drive with all my work and records, my IC and cards and etc... sigh... it all summed up to about RM3k... gosh... sigh sigh sigh... heartaches thinking of it..
After getting my police report, went to the clinic to clean my wounds, got a tetanus jab, dropped Janelle and Nikki off to their cars, and went back home to my parents. *sob sob* still get a lil teary thinking of the encounter...but grateful that I was with Janelle and Nikki, who had to end up home late coz of me... but their presence meant a lot, thanks gurls!! hugsss.... It feels so good to be home with mom and dad...*I had to warn them not to nag at me, coz they will.. hahaha*
I just finished my meeting with Project Mgr and Project Sponsor, It dragged till about 8, as we had to finalise certain things; then Janelle, Nikki and I grabbed our bags and laptops respectively after meeting to head home. We were happily walking, commenting on the senior citizens who were doing "qigong", discussing about what we were gonna do tomorrow, Nikki went off to the other direction as her car was parked at the left side of the park while Janelle and I continued walking together, I saw my car about 10m away, I told Janelle that my car was blocked, then the next moment, *gasp, deep breath*, my hand bag was dragged from behind (my handbag was on my right shoulder while my laptop was on my left, my car keys was in my right hand while my spectacles was in my left hand), and I went along with it, falling onto the tar road, dragged along with the motorcycle for almost 10m, I was in total shock, I couldn't describe my feelings, I only remember my face so near to the motorcycye's tyre and my right arm clinging to my handbag, I struggled to get my hands off to stop being drag... and the motorcylist with its pillion rider sped off. I tried to catch a glimpse of the culprit, but couldn't...I YEEEELLLLLLEEDDDDD so loudly and uncontrollably, I couldn't believe what happened, the "qigong" team came to help, Janelle and Nikki came running to me, the kind couple from across the road came to assist as well... the motorcyclist was long gone...*my mind was blank*
It was pretty noisy when I sat on the tar road, trying to come to my senses, everyone was commenting and asking, I reached to Janelle, asked her to contact my mom, my hands were shivering, my entire body wasn't in my control, I knew I was injured, but I was numb, no pain at all, no feelings...While Janelle called my mom to inform about my situation, I was helped by Nikki to get up to rest at the couple's house. I remember hearing one of the uncle's calling the police, while the others tried to sort out if there was any witness... I held on to Janelle and let all my tears out, it was just terrifying, a daunting scare.. I had to cry... bottling it up wouldn't do me any good...
The next thing I remember was speaking to my mom on the phone, I was calmer at that time, telling my mom to call the respective banks to freeze my credit card and atm cards, telling her my condition etc., my car keys was still tight in my right hand, while my spectacles was smashed in my other, I slowly felt the pain of the bruises on my body, both my shoulders, my right back, my right back waist, one small portion of my left scalp, my both arms were all bruised. The police came by in 2 vans, asking for details, I was thinking rationally already at that moment, so I stood up slowly, spoke to the police on how I should lodge a report and what needs to be done, I headed to my car, (ignoring the advice of Janelle and Nikki that I shouldn't drive, haha, sorry gurls, I'm that hard-headed one la), got them 2 into my car, and went to the police station.
A report was lodged, a list of stuffs in my handbag was written, statement was taken, called up Maybank to cancel my card, called and scolded DIGI which couldn't suspend my line, =.=''' *useless service* I was able to smile and laugh already, feeling fortunate that I only had bruises, felt the pain all over, joked with Janelle and Nikki, even with the police who was taking my statement, I didn't realise how much I lost untill I was asked to give a rough estimate of the value of things in my handbag...let's see.. I had both my handphones with all my contacts, my PDA with all my appointments, my mp3 with al my songs, my beloved camera with all the pics, 3 of my thumb drive with all my work and records, my IC and cards and etc... sigh... it all summed up to about RM3k... gosh... sigh sigh sigh... heartaches thinking of it..
After getting my police report, went to the clinic to clean my wounds, got a tetanus jab, dropped Janelle and Nikki off to their cars, and went back home to my parents. *sob sob* still get a lil teary thinking of the encounter...but grateful that I was with Janelle and Nikki, who had to end up home late coz of me... but their presence meant a lot, thanks gurls!! hugsss.... It feels so good to be home with mom and dad...*I had to warn them not to nag at me, coz they will.. hahaha*
- Mood: grateful
couldn't find a proper title for this post. Its basically some random thought cropping up my head. :S
I feel kinda pointless having too much free time to spend, I tend to slack off when I have nothing to do, weird I must say, as people usually prefer to sit back and relax, but I just can't even sit down and read something for more than 20 minutes, I easily distracted. (wonder how I ever survived m study life, especially during revision for exams, my span of attention is even shorter), well, I guess that is me, those who know me well, would know I like to be kept busy, if not I can be grumpy and irritating. Hahhaa...
CY commented, my mom has also always commented, I seem to want a lot of things, and when I set my mind in pursuing sth, I tend to lose focus on my own health (which can be pretty bad sometimes), haha... I tried maintaining healthy eating, but it only did me good for about 7 months, then I got back to drowning myself in all other things except my health. Lol. My parents have been spending a lot since I was young to ensure I'm in good health (ie. no sickness or injuries, I'm particularly prone to injuries though, like now, I have problems with my right wrist and right knee, due for acupuncture in half an hour's time. sound like an old lady with all the joint prob hor. hahah), but I'm a useless daughter. Sigh...
weird thoughts...
- Mood:
weird
Firstly, sorry guys & gurls, to those of you who tried contacting me over the last weekend, I'm sure you all failed to get me. I'm am so so SORRY!! I was away on a 5 day camp in Jenjarom where my mobile was kept away from me... It was an unintentional absence, and yeah, of course I believe you are all considerate enough to FORGIVE me. Hahhaha...
The details of the camp... hmmm, well, wouldn't wanna elaborate much here, as I may or may not confuse you. because its a more religuious thing... Hahah... anyways, coming in to office on Monday morning was great, I got to eat tarts from Malacca, CC's wedding cake, biscuits from taiping, and now I'm aiming for the nuts from BP.. hahaha..
and during the 5 day camp, I really missed my mom and grams... wonder why... sobs sobs sobs...
The details of the camp... hmmm, well, wouldn't wanna elaborate much here, as I may or may not confuse you. because its a more religuious thing... Hahah... anyways, coming in to office on Monday morning was great, I got to eat tarts from Malacca, CC's wedding cake, biscuits from taiping, and now I'm aiming for the nuts from BP.. hahaha..
and during the 5 day camp, I really missed my mom and grams... wonder why... sobs sobs sobs...
- Mood:
good
Ahhh... the subject itself is pretty evident for my post eh. Lol...
A very very big thanks and token of gratitude to all who made time to celebrate my birthday with me, I didn't hold a big birthday party as I preferred small gatherings with all.
Big huggie & kisses and thanks to my mom and dad, who got me big big birthday gifts, love ya both, without you two, I won't even exist. *coughs* I don't wanna go into the scientific part of it! Coming to think of it, my mom went thru so much pain to give birth to me, and I'm here partying... Hmmm... a food for thought.. I can't thank the both of you more. I'm officially 21 now, and I hope I can really be a grow up and be a good daughter! I know how much time, effort, money and everything you both has invested in me, its time to get some ROI. (haha, i'm infected by Jared's professional sickness!) I wouldn't wanna disappoint you, ma and pa.
p/s both my mom and I are september babies also. *winks*
Big appreciation out to my buddies, friends and colleagues too. I've eaten quite a lot of cakes this year, thanks to ya all, I had the good ol' pandan cake (this is with family), Cheese Cake, Hazelnut cake, Choco cheese cake, tiramisu, Choco Berry cake, did I miss any? hahaha... anyways, everyone knows I have a sweet tooth, I can never resist having an extra slice of cake. Lol. Thank you all for the prezzies, they were all great. :) it ranges from books to MNG stuff, wow... love them all, had quite a number of meeting up with different gangs, which is as follows (in date order):
-- Dim Sum with SY and SY (gasp!! I just realise their initials are the same. wow!)
-- Family gathering (obviously venue is gram's place)
-- GIAD lunch at Tony Roma's (Happy birthday to YP and KM too)
-- Cheese cake cutting at the department
-- met up with KL and YP for dinner at Tar bush restaurant (the kebab and briyani rice was awesome!)
-- went to amuleto with SMART-ies, they are KS, KX, PS, KG and SS (friendly vice president!!)
-- had lunch with SH at Lagoon Club
-- met up with PL adn YF for Guardian Sales and had traditional Yee Mee for dinner
-- Hang out with CY, LS, KV, CS and CW at station one (there were 4 birthday gurls under one roof!!) isn't it cool. hahaha... the birthday song was sang 4 times, so the lights went on and off, on and off when the familiar birthday tune was sang!
-- CH sent me birthday cake before the clock struck 12am which signified the 25th had ended, so technically she was the last to come with the cake to my house... awwww... so touched.
-- ate Kim Gary's with WY, CT, GF, WR and SW then ate ZEN cake and starbucks coffee...
pending: Lunch with NG, meal with KX and SA, meal with CTTM, meal with CH. Hahaha...
Huiyo... ain't I a show off. Hahhaha... purposely put in the pending ones some more. hahahah...
Sorry Sorry. just wanted to make it longer. *giggles*
Thanks for all the calls, SMS-es and "wall writing" on facebook too!! It was a great surprise that ya all remembered! HUGS and LOVE to all...
Cheers to all... I feel so contented having all the care surrounding me! what more should I ask.
What a great week. Without all of ya, it wouldn't have been so happening... once again guys and gurls, thank you all for making this such a celebration.
A very very big thanks and token of gratitude to all who made time to celebrate my birthday with me, I didn't hold a big birthday party as I preferred small gatherings with all.
Big huggie & kisses and thanks to my mom and dad, who got me big big birthday gifts, love ya both, without you two, I won't even exist. *coughs* I don't wanna go into the scientific part of it! Coming to think of it, my mom went thru so much pain to give birth to me, and I'm here partying... Hmmm... a food for thought.. I can't thank the both of you more. I'm officially 21 now, and I hope I can really be a grow up and be a good daughter! I know how much time, effort, money and everything you both has invested in me, its time to get some ROI. (haha, i'm infected by Jared's professional sickness!) I wouldn't wanna disappoint you, ma and pa.
p/s both my mom and I are september babies also. *winks*
Big appreciation out to my buddies, friends and colleagues too. I've eaten quite a lot of cakes this year, thanks to ya all, I had the good ol' pandan cake (this is with family), Cheese Cake, Hazelnut cake, Choco cheese cake, tiramisu, Choco Berry cake, did I miss any? hahaha... anyways, everyone knows I have a sweet tooth, I can never resist having an extra slice of cake. Lol. Thank you all for the prezzies, they were all great. :) it ranges from books to MNG stuff, wow... love them all, had quite a number of meeting up with different gangs, which is as follows (in date order):
-- Dim Sum with SY and SY (gasp!! I just realise their initials are the same. wow!)
-- Family gathering (obviously venue is gram's place)
-- GIAD lunch at Tony Roma's (Happy birthday to YP and KM too)
-- Cheese cake cutting at the department
-- met up with KL and YP for dinner at Tar bush restaurant (the kebab and briyani rice was awesome!)
-- went to amuleto with SMART-ies, they are KS, KX, PS, KG and SS (friendly vice president!!)
-- had lunch with SH at Lagoon Club
-- met up with PL adn YF for Guardian Sales and had traditional Yee Mee for dinner
-- Hang out with CY, LS, KV, CS and CW at station one (there were 4 birthday gurls under one roof!!) isn't it cool. hahaha... the birthday song was sang 4 times, so the lights went on and off, on and off when the familiar birthday tune was sang!
-- CH sent me birthday cake before the clock struck 12am which signified the 25th had ended, so technically she was the last to come with the cake to my house... awwww... so touched.
-- ate Kim Gary's with WY, CT, GF, WR and SW then ate ZEN cake and starbucks coffee...
pending: Lunch with NG, meal with KX and SA, meal with CTTM, meal with CH. Hahaha...
Huiyo... ain't I a show off. Hahhaha... purposely put in the pending ones some more. hahahah...
Sorry Sorry. just wanted to make it longer. *giggles*
Thanks for all the calls, SMS-es and "wall writing" on facebook too!! It was a great surprise that ya all remembered! HUGS and LOVE to all...
Cheers to all... I feel so contented having all the care surrounding me! what more should I ask.
What a great week. Without all of ya, it wouldn't have been so happening... once again guys and gurls, thank you all for making this such a celebration.
- Mood: thankful
Woh... First of all.. on thurs and fri, went to nose warehouse sale with Nikki, Lydia, PS, YY, Esther, Adeline. Haha...bought a few pairs of shoes. lol... Then had dinner at Bar B.Q plaza, seriously, i tell you, the quality has plummeted. Sigh.
Over the weekend, went to Jenjarom, nothing to brag about. Lol.
Monday, happy birthday to YP, We had Tony Roma's for lunch, had chocolate cake with Vanilla on the house, and of course not forgetting my lovely New York Cheese Cake... thanks Nikki, OMG... they are just so so nice, satisfying my cheese craving. Aww...
Then had dinner with YP and KL at Tar Bush Restaurant, the Kebab was amazing, the nasi briyani chicken was wonderful!!! ah... what a pampering to my well-deserving tummy. Haha...Also dropped by "winter warmers" for a drink, do try the green rose tea -->really fragrant and refreshing, but don't take the blueberry ice blended... its really like its name, so BLEND. sigh. :)
Ah yes... Tuesday, went over to Amuleto for dinner with my other 5 "SMART-ies". hahah... Really touched by them for making it an eventful celebration over a weekday night. :) Hugs to all! The Rosti is delicious~ kudos to the chef! Wanted to get chocolate fountain but they didn't have it yesterday, neither did we get the chocolate fondue, because we realise it did not meet out ROI (as taught by Jared). Lol...I got my prezzie from the happy and funny lot. Thanks again guys and gurls... ^_^ it has been a pleasure getting to know each and everyone of you too. Appreciate all the words of encouragement and support that kept me patient with my braces. *coughs* I shall keep dreaming of becoming a pretty self after getting rid of the "metals"... :)
Cheers! Yiipee..
Over the weekend, went to Jenjarom, nothing to brag about. Lol.
Monday, happy birthday to YP, We had Tony Roma's for lunch, had chocolate cake with Vanilla on the house, and of course not forgetting my lovely New York Cheese Cake... thanks Nikki, OMG... they are just so so nice, satisfying my cheese craving. Aww...
Then had dinner with YP and KL at Tar Bush Restaurant, the Kebab was amazing, the nasi briyani chicken was wonderful!!! ah... what a pampering to my well-deserving tummy. Haha...Also dropped by "winter warmers" for a drink, do try the green rose tea -->really fragrant and refreshing, but don't take the blueberry ice blended... its really like its name, so BLEND. sigh. :)
Ah yes... Tuesday, went over to Amuleto for dinner with my other 5 "SMART-ies". hahah... Really touched by them for making it an eventful celebration over a weekday night. :) Hugs to all! The Rosti is delicious~ kudos to the chef! Wanted to get chocolate fountain but they didn't have it yesterday, neither did we get the chocolate fondue, because we realise it did not meet out ROI (as taught by Jared). Lol...I got my prezzie from the happy and funny lot. Thanks again guys and gurls... ^_^ it has been a pleasure getting to know each and everyone of you too. Appreciate all the words of encouragement and support that kept me patient with my braces. *coughs* I shall keep dreaming of becoming a pretty self after getting rid of the "metals"... :)
Cheers! Yiipee..
- Mood: content
Have you ever met someone wo likes to control practically every behaviour of yours and puts you down as and when they like?
Have you ever felt irritated by a person who insists that you can only behave the way he or she expects you to?
Have you ever felt restricted in every way when around someone?
Have you met someone who loves to dominate any conversation, and when you are tired to talk, he or she gets annoyed?
I really wonder, why.... sigh... why can this behaviour be so ridiculous, gimme a break wei... sigh...
Just felt like ranting all out... hmmm....
Have you ever felt irritated by a person who insists that you can only behave the way he or she expects you to?
Have you ever felt restricted in every way when around someone?
Have you met someone who loves to dominate any conversation, and when you are tired to talk, he or she gets annoyed?
I really wonder, why.... sigh... why can this behaviour be so ridiculous, gimme a break wei... sigh...
Just felt like ranting all out... hmmm....
- Mood:
bored
I must say, all 23 working people who attended the workshop yesterday and today, looked so much different. My oh my, it shows how changes of certain things, adhering to certain code of dressing changes a person's image.
Hats off to the most efficient of all, Simpson really went for a hair cut, which makes him look so different and pro. Hahah... really salute u la... and to LY, I seriously meant it when I complimented you, do make it a daily routine, and your already long list of admirers will definitely extend further. Hahaha... Of course to WL, OMG, which gal in the room weren't metled by him when he made the "late yet Grand entrance" wei.. Everyone gasp when they saw him, and the heart melted. Huiyo...
Wa... gotta thank wendy for creating such an impact on everyone. Haha... we've learned a lot and will try to practice it in our daily lives. Kudos to you, and cheers! :)
Hats off to the most efficient of all, Simpson really went for a hair cut, which makes him look so different and pro. Hahah... really salute u la... and to LY, I seriously meant it when I complimented you, do make it a daily routine, and your already long list of admirers will definitely extend further. Hahaha... Of course to WL, OMG, which gal in the room weren't metled by him when he made the "late yet Grand entrance" wei.. Everyone gasp when they saw him, and the heart melted. Huiyo...
Wa... gotta thank wendy for creating such an impact on everyone. Haha... we've learned a lot and will try to practice it in our daily lives. Kudos to you, and cheers! :)
- Mood: impressed
PL... OMG, I think you are the one who knows me too well, though it has been some time since we've really had a good talk le.
Huiyo.. really salute your analysing skills and interpreting what's in my mind, I feel so transparent now. sigh...
I guess even if I wanna pretend that you got it wrong, it would be practically impossible. :)
haha... one more paper down for ya, gambate in the remaining 3 and hope u have an enjoyable trip ya. :)
on a side note, I went thru an interesting workshop which will stretch till tmr... shall look forward to it. Winks!
Huiyo.. really salute your analysing skills and interpreting what's in my mind, I feel so transparent now. sigh...
I guess even if I wanna pretend that you got it wrong, it would be practically impossible. :)
haha... one more paper down for ya, gambate in the remaining 3 and hope u have an enjoyable trip ya. :)
on a side note, I went thru an interesting workshop which will stretch till tmr... shall look forward to it. Winks!
- Mood: shocked
warning: this is going to be a very vague post. lol.
I tend to ponder, why some things are so far reaching? something good has been so close to me all these while, and I didn't realise till now that it is far away. I did not grab hold of the opportunity, am I regretting? or am I being too cowardly? has my perception on things changed? hmmm... i wonder...could it have been different if I took action?
Is there any possibility? what is the probability? Will I get to know the situation better? I'm confused, if its just gonna be short, or should I just let nature take its course?
I don't know...well, I guess all I can say is its so uncertain, is this a right step? I wouldn't know untill the path is unveiled, I shall be myself, and the time will come.
Hahahaa.... gosh, i manage to confuse myself with this post. lol, doubt that anyone would understand, neither do I. Haahha... weirdo..
I tend to ponder, why some things are so far reaching? something good has been so close to me all these while, and I didn't realise till now that it is far away. I did not grab hold of the opportunity, am I regretting? or am I being too cowardly? has my perception on things changed? hmmm... i wonder...could it have been different if I took action?
Is there any possibility? what is the probability? Will I get to know the situation better? I'm confused, if its just gonna be short, or should I just let nature take its course?
I don't know...well, I guess all I can say is its so uncertain, is this a right step? I wouldn't know untill the path is unveiled, I shall be myself, and the time will come.
Hahahaa.... gosh, i manage to confuse myself with this post. lol, doubt that anyone would understand, neither do I. Haahha... weirdo..
- Mood:
thoughtful
Yay... i didn't realise there were so many moo moo's around me... i think there 7 or 8 of them altogether in our department, and coincidently, one of the moo moo's birthday is today! and she is a mummy of 2! :)
Happy birthday Celia! Hahaha... we had a smashing time just now while cutting your birthday cake, and CC, you really made us all laugh non stop la, especially that moment when you bombarded boss.. hahaha...
Oh yay, lydia is coming back tomoro d... miss ya so much.... all 5 of us waiting for their big jie jie to come back. Wahahaha....
aiya, lazy to type in many details here... that's about it for now la...
HC, i'm looking for that Dr.Oz book you mentioned le... really all no stock, not kinokuniya, mph nor borders... all don have... sigh... need to cari ways to get it liao... hehehe...
PL, YF, remember that your exams are around the corner... gambateh!
YY... happy birthday 3 hours in advance too. its your 21st... i shall need to save money o go visit ya at Brisbane, if that ever happens la. Lol...
Take care of yourself there. :)
Happy birthday Celia! Hahaha... we had a smashing time just now while cutting your birthday cake, and CC, you really made us all laugh non stop la, especially that moment when you bombarded boss.. hahaha...
Oh yay, lydia is coming back tomoro d... miss ya so much.... all 5 of us waiting for their big jie jie to come back. Wahahaha....
aiya, lazy to type in many details here... that's about it for now la...
HC, i'm looking for that Dr.Oz book you mentioned le... really all no stock, not kinokuniya, mph nor borders... all don have... sigh... need to cari ways to get it liao... hehehe...
PL, YF, remember that your exams are around the corner... gambateh!
YY... happy birthday 3 hours in advance too. its your 21st... i shall need to save money o go visit ya at Brisbane, if that ever happens la. Lol...
Take care of yourself there. :)
- Mood: energetic
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